What I Feel Right Now

Everyone will have their own feelings of how they currently feel and I have my own feelings too. Up till today, I feel happy with my current life. It is because back then I used to get tied up to someone special but once she decided to left me, she actually made a good move. It is because I could not be myself when I am around her, after I lost her I became the real me. She decided to left because she said she wanted to focus on her studies but actually she is currently in a relationship with one of my friend. Few days after the broke up I felt like I have nowhere to go because deep inside it hurts me real deep. Sometimes I will also remember back those memories I have with her but day by day, those assignments from lecturer made me busy until I forgot everything about her. It is a blessed that I broke up with her.

Besides, it is about my studies now. What I feel right now about my studies is that I feel happy and excited to at least have an opportunity to further my studies. I left school after 11 years in school since primary school till secondary school, and now I am finally in a college and enjoying my college life. I feel like I deserve to be in this college that are full with friendly and kind-hearted friends that I feel like nothing is stopping me from becoming good friends with them. I love my friends and the environment now. I used to be so broke and lost but now when I have new friends and enjoying my college life, I feel like I have to leave the past and start a something new. My college life is actually a new phase of my life. I want enjoy every single moment of my college life, take as many pictures as I could because all this will become memories that I would not forget for my whole life. I love the person I am right now and I love my friends. I would love to look forward to go through more adventure with them. I love you, my friends.